Nestling-2

Whenever someone has a new perspective to understand the situation mostly we as a human term them traitor. We talk about freedom of speech but we don’t let someone express themselves. Angel was confused, because this fake portray of living was not digestible to her. Things were so different and difficult for some and on other hand their was a complete opposite going on. She has already seen some of her people being helpless and had nothing to do but laugh on themselves.

She waited too long for a miracle to happen but she didn’t tried anything to change it. Their was a lot in her mind that made her question her own abilities, but “does it even makes sense?” was the end of the story. Its not a race between two organs or two people belonging to same species having different mindset but it’s definitely a period, period of giving space to your mind allowing it to rest and letting things flow. She already kept hold on many things running over and over inside her, she woke up every time she fall asleep, its not normal.

Its not overthinking when you worry about something that is not happening to you, she was going through a trauma which was not even a part of her personal life. The hate, judgement, negativity, all this things were making her week day-by-day. Sometimes you don’t need a physical injury because mental disturbance takes it all. The amount of weakness she was going through each day was more harmful than 100 cigarette per day. Its not how much you fake a smile but it is, how much you respect your own gratitude when it comes to someone’s wellbeing.

At the end of the day she took an oath to work for the smile, she had lost long ago. She stopped promising people for being with them when they needed her, because if its her then she will be their by their side. She realized she need to have an essence of positivity around her and the only way to do it was being more humble, stronger but not the fighter or survivor.