1am thought!!!

Hey,

Last night I was lying on my bed and suddenly some thoughts made me unconscious. I woke up suddenly and I just open my window and I went to that chair which I hate the most and I don’t know why! But yes I hate that chair. I went near that chair,making myself comfortable to sit on that. Then I started looking towards sky and that one drop of tear from my eye was so painful just because I was not able cry since from one week. I was staring towards sky and my inner voice was like “hey, whatever I did or whatever I am doing is wrong or right”. That eyes were eagerly waiting for the answer just because that brain was confused of all that stupid idiotic things and that heart is tired of all that fake things.

I was not understanding for what I am so much irritated and why I am getting so much affected from the people who just left me as there need’s where ended, Left me doesn’t mean that they don’t talk to me but they talk to me as they get time “busy people”. Mother!!!each and every night before sleeping I don’t know why i just wish that I can hug u like that 5 months child just because your one hug is my medicine for 10 man-made disease.